Fear of being alone……
Oh my clumsy heart…..always needs to be pampered, and it’s making me feel lonely!
I wonder if this happens with anyone else or its just me ‘ the odd one out’.
People chattering, kids on the verge of making a battlefield, maid cooking and heat from kitchen making everything drunk with the aroma of the dish of the day ! And there goes again..The annoying sigh! Is it the sigh of contentment or resentment? I really don’t know.
It has engulfed me whenever I’m vulnerable, feeling of failure, feeling of being alone…..or fear of being alone would be more appropriate.
I really don’t like being lonely….lonely and alone…. i feel like suffocating in the emptiness even when I’m with someone. Hope I don’t drown in it, surviving is my only option.